CYNDI 5/7/2012

I know I said I was writing anymore but hey, this is what makes me feel good.  So check out my video blog:

This is to those I forgot to mention Ameila, Virgina and Toogud thank you guys for your support and to Loving and Caring you guys are the BEST...

As always BREATHE WELL

CYNDI 5/3/2012

Last night I was feeling depress, down in the dumps again complaining WHY ME.  I spoke to some ladies in a group called Loving and/or Caring For Someone With Sarcoidosis. They gave me their horrors of sarcoid and I must say what I am going through is just the tipping of the iceberg.  I am afraid, some had sarcoid in the liver, brain, eye and other bodily organs. I wished i would have talked to them before I took this drastic measure.  I felt some type away last night and this what happened:

You can see the sarcoid on my scalp if you look closely, my scalp is suppose to look light, but it is dark because of this disease.  I was going to shave it all off but my husband stopped me.  I need my family to help me through this, they don't know my pain.  If only they would call and say hey auntie how are you.  Don't get me wrong 1 or  2 has talk to me BUT I have a lot of nieces, you wouldn't believe it .  Anywho, i'll be okay, my sarcoid sisters/brothers are now giving me support.  

As always BREATHE WELL.